R E H A B

He was my drug and I was addicted
I kept on over dosing
He made me numb
He let the pain go away every time
I couldn’t go a day without him
The abuse felt good
I felt loved just for a couple minutes
That was enough for me at the time
In denial of my sickness I didn’t realize I was obsessed
He took over me without me even knowing
Bit I checked myself into rehab the other day
Because every day  I found myself craving for him
Dying just to touch him
Crunched up in a corner
Hugging myself as though he was hugging me
Trying to remember his smell
But crying cause soon It’ll be ova
It’s a struggle for me but I’m almost cured
I was love drunk
But now I’m hangover
He use to be my drug
But soon I’ll be no longer addicted

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