Its like we enter a relationship knowing in the back of our minds that this person is going to break our hearts, but we still give it a chance because we rather lay up crying all night about the "I can't believe I did" than the "I cant believe I didn't "
I wanna surrener ALL...=o/
So here's the deal... I sort of have a "dilemma." I'm striving to make a change in my life && I'm really contemplating on getting baptized. Getting baptized is a huge decision that only you can make for yourself && Im really taking it serious. The thing is everytime I start thinking about baptism, Satan starts throwing things in my head like "You know you're still gonna party, drink && smoke after you get baptized so whats the point?". It's like a battle going on with me right now && I'm aware that I can't fight it on my own.... The other thing is that when I do make this big step in my life, how will it affect some of my friendships?? Especially the niggas I done passed L's around a cypha with, or drank a $60 bottle of Goose with..talk crap, threw up then fell asleep and woke up 8:00pm the next evening with. .. && then I hear this still small voice in my head saying "Jess I gotchu&q
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