WHO WOULD OF THOUGHT. . .

SO I JUST GOT OFF THE PHONE WITH A FRIEND OF MINE && THOUGHTS ARE BUSY SCRAMBLING THROUGH MY HEAD, && TO THINK I DIDN'T EVEN WANT TO GIVE HIM A SINGLE THOUGHT THAT I WAS INTERESTED IN THE BEGINNING. IT ALL STARTED WHEN MY HOME GIRL FROM CHURCH INVITED ME TO A FRIEND OF A FRIEND'S BIRTHDAY GET-TOGETHER. BEFORE I LEFT, I TOOK A COUPLE SHOTS JUST TO FEEL RELAXED, NOTHING MAJOR. WHEN I GOT THERE, WE DID THE WHOLE "SUPRISE"...CHILL && ATE, THAT SORT OF STUFF. I SAW A COUPLE PEOPLE I KNEW BUT STILL FEELING OUT OF PLACE, I KEPT TO MYSELF.

A SEAT AWAY FROM ME WAS A GUY, LAID BACK CHILLING. I DIDN'T THINK MUCH OF HIM, ACTUALLY I DIDN'T THINK OR CARE ABOUT HIM AT THAT MOMENT AT ALL. HE WASN'T EVEN A FACTOR TO ME. IT SO HAPPENED THAT A LITTLE WHILE LATER I GLANCED AT HIM AND HE PEEPED ME && SAID "YOU LOOK FAMILIAR, I KNOW YOU FROM SOMEWHERE?". OKAY TO ME THAT WAS A COMPLETE "FAIL!". . . I SAT THERE THINKING TO MYSELF LIKE "WAS THAT A PICK UP LINE?...." ANYWHO I TOLD HIM "NO"... AS CONFIDENT AS HE WAS, HE FELT THE NEED TO ASK ME ANOTHER QUESTION, WHICH FAILED LIKE THE PREVIOUS ONE. =-0/ 

THE NIGHT GREW OLD && MY BROTHER CAME TO PICK ME UP, SO I LEFT WITHOUT EVEN A "GOOD BYE, DUECES, LATA" NOTHING. A COUPLE DAYS LATER I WAS ON FACEBOOK BROWSING THROUGH MY FRIENDS AND I PEEPED HIM. HE WAS A FRIEND OF A FRIEND, SO I FIGURED I'D SEND HIM A FRIEND REQUEST SINCE WE ENDED OFF ON A BAD NOTE.  ONCE HE ACCEPTED ME I ASKED HIM IF HE HAD AN OOVOO ACCOUNT, HE SENT ME IT && I ADDED HIM ON THERE TOO.


THE NIGHT HE SIGNED ON, HE HIT ME UP && WE'VE BEEN TALKING EVER SINCE. OUR CONVERSATIONS ARE WAY MORE THAN I EXPECTED. LITTLE DID I KNOW, HE HAS ALL THE QUALITIES I'VE BEEN LOOKING FOR IN A MAN. HE'S TALL && HANDSOME, SMART, HAS A GOOD SENSE OF HUMOR, HAS GOALS, GOD-FEARING, HE'S IN THE PERFECT AGE GROUP, KNOWS WHAT HE WANTS && HAS A PLAN ON HOW HE'S GOING TO GET IT. HARD WORKING, SWEET, CARING,  GOOFY, && NON JUDGMENTAL. THE ONLY THING THAT WORRIES ME IS WHY IS HE SO GOOD TO BE TRUE?. . . I DONT KNOW HOW FAR WE'LL END UP GOING, WHAT LEVEL WE'LL REACH, OR WHAT BASE WE'LL GET TO. BUT I'LL TELL YOU ONE THING WHILE IM IN THE PASSENGER SEAT I'LL ENJOY THE RIDE!! =0))

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